i donno if i should cry or laugh? i just lost a person i loved today...but i was miserable...or was i just being selfish? noone will know.....i feel empty ...words cant explain it....like theres no point carrying on becuase i only carried on for this person...but  i was unhappy with them too....maybe i was just so used to having them around i forgot what it was like to just be free....so much..that now i'm lost....

 

i may seem like a complicated girl...but all i needed was just a touch of love...a warm hug when i'm shivering from the winter's night breeze..to let me know i'm not alone...a soft kiss on the lips to tell me everything is ok when i complain about all life's complications...was it that hard? ...i was too niave....all you could do was say "i do love u" and yell at me and let me go...i may have walked away...but you alway had my heart....i'm nothing but an empty body ...and all thats left to do...is to slowly pick up the pieces of it you've been throwing away...like the stars in the sky..its almost impossible find...it'll never be the same... time will tell...but can time heal it?