4 days in sydney was great....time really does fly when you're having fun...but mum found out about me and clem...my sister told her -.-" things didnt turn out so bad as it thought it would though...so far so good..:)...four days worth of skill testing machines...i cant get enough of those stuff...you should have a go someday....i think i wasted $500 just on skill testing machines alone...but i didnt win much :(  oh welz at least i had fun.  went to cabramatta...omg...(no comment here...might get hunted down by asian gangsters) lol .....on my 'll last day....it'll probably be the most memorable day of my life...so far...lol...why? ...thats a secret....clue:...i cried.. in a good way...

 

anyways now i'm back here..an noone even noticed iw as gone...haha -.-" no surprises there...i've only been gone 4 days and mum forgot she had a daughter lol...now i'm back to work..back to boring life again..back to stressing and assignments due in 2 weeks....back to REALITY -.-"

went to wet n wild today....turn out to be a great day!! managed to make mum go on 1 ride and dad to go on 2 ...it was hilarious how scared she was...its so sad how they're getting old...but at least they enjoyed the hot spa..^_^ is it just me or am i also getting old....but do all the rides seem somewhat the same anyways...so what was the point in developing "new" rides when they feel the same....my favourite would still have to be the white water rapids ^_^ and the scariest is the kamakazi - why did i have to be at the front dropping backwards?? T_T

 

anyway went to have dinner at bbq tempt and opted for everything spicy.....that was highly regretted after a full botttle of water...lots of trips to the toilet and bad indigestion/reflux (serves me right for falling asleep afterwards)...ok back to bed..:P...

i donno if i should cry or laugh? i just lost a person i loved today...but i was miserable...or was i just being selfish? noone will know.....i feel empty ...words cant explain it....like theres no point carrying on becuase i only carried on for this person...but  i was unhappy with them too....maybe i was just so used to having them around i forgot what it was like to just be free....so much..that now i'm lost....

 

i may seem like a complicated girl...but all i needed was just a touch of love...a warm hug when i'm shivering from the winter's night breeze..to let me know i'm not alone...a soft kiss on the lips to tell me everything is ok when i complain about all life's complications...was it that hard? ...i was too niave....all you could do was say "i do love u" and yell at me and let me go...i may have walked away...but you alway had my heart....i'm nothing but an empty body ...and all thats left to do...is to slowly pick up the pieces of it you've been throwing away...like the stars in the sky..its almost impossible find...it'll never be the same... time will tell...but can time heal it?

hmm been raining alot lately...i like the rain...somehow when it rains i'm suddenly drawn away from this place and in a place of my own...reflecting and sometimes i find myself completly lost...like now...

 

i'm starting to stress lately...just got my nps audit package today..have no idea what to do with it...i went through a traning plan today and just realised i'm compltely behind...i need to start reviewing :( ...sigh so much to do and so little time..

 

i wish i would just look at the present and start attacking whats at hand first rather than procrastinate and stress about the future...

wow havnt written in here for ages....feels good to randomly blab on about nothing for no reason...even if noone reads it...lol

 

wierd day today...had a fight  with mum in the morning about not picking up my brother...then with clem about not wanting to do anything...sigh (i just wanted to stay home and relax for once)...but yet again i gave in and went out with clem since he's been eager to see xmen all week......we ended up missing the 4:50pm session at southbank since we drove from indro (although there was a 6pm session at indro)..then we drove to barracks palace at newfarm but that didnt start till 7pm and ended up aimlessly driving to the goldcoast but there was nothing to do there so we decided to spontaneously drive in to yatala drive in to watch angels and demons...talk about random

woah its been a long time....forgot this still existed...

 

anyways life for me is on a stand still everything just suddenly feels so slow...><...holidays was too fast...think i was working too much..but with the dept and all... i have to T_T....now uni has started again and it seems as though i've been put on slow motion while everything else is just speeding up. 

 

mum's been sick lately...i donno what to do...i feel really stupid and all..like i'm studying a profession to help her but i feel like i have no idea whats going on.  its probably nothing, she had a high fever the last 2 days and i took her to the doctors last night and they said she just had URT infection but i donno, i guess i'm jst worried. she kept me up last night with her coughing and at one point it was just blood, the doctores recons its nothing - probably from the nose they guess, she cant speak properly and is fighting for every breath.  she got angry at my brother today and ended up getting a bleeding nose..><.....i'm scared

 

my sister got engaged on sunday...i was soo happy for her....she's been wanting it for sooo long but when its finally here she's scared....always still fighting with her boyfriend (now fiance)

 

anyways its like 11.26pm and i feel like i should be doing something but i donno what... so here i am...just listening out for any more coughs from my mum..i hope she's sleeping ok ...there u go...i hear it agian..T_T

 

anyways i'm just gonna go think  

its that time of the year again...my birthday...woot...what makes it soo special?...nothing really....its not special....

woah..havnt updated my blog for ages!!.....not like anyone noticed..but yeah...:P

 

its holidays now....lately its been soo boring and i've been soo broke...spent the last of my money buying lego and play doh and a transformer set..^_^...didnt realise how fun they are...yes i know i'm a bit old for it...buy hey..i'm never too old to enjoy myself...:P..and + i didnt have things like this to play with when i was young (except in school) .....so its my first lego, play doh and transformers....man its soo hard to transform them...and its for kids???..:P..^_^....

 

hmm..also started making a quilt for clem..but probably wont finish it till next winter..hahah...not at this rate anyways...with my playdoh..:P

 

...still have to finish knitting my scarf.......forgot about that...

 

....need to start studying for my defferred exam.....T_T...

 

.....need to write my penpal a letter....been 1/2 a year now..man i'm soo lazy ...such a bad penpal...she probably forgot about me....T_T

 

....hmmm my birthday is comming up..yaya..but i'm soo broke and i have 3 other ppl's present to buy..>.<...sorry guys...and...i donno if i should do anything.....no one would go...hahahahah....

 

anyways...i should sleep....and go to gym....i have soo much on my mind...hmm....*just sleep..-.-*.....ok....

 

cya...bb

whats been happening since?....work...holidays...then uni started...managed to clean up my room...from the mess it was before..>.<...then managed to trash it again from 'uni' work...chibi went to get desexed a few weeks ago and on that day she also gained a new brother miu miu...he's the cutest kitten ever...anyways..so now we officially have a family...me...my hubby clem0ximus...chibi...pandoro...and miu miu..^_^....its soo great...i love them all sooooooooooooo much!!!!....*hugz*

 

 

anyways...lately i know i should be studying since i've been soo damn slack and behind with soo much work...and also been paying for the gym and havnt been for like 2 months what a waste of money...definately have to go tomorrow....>.<....anyways back to the story....i've been in a really really big spending shopping spree lately...WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!!!....anyways..i'm usually a stingy shopper...i mean real stingy..even if i like something over $30 i wont usually get it...(i'll get over it)...unless clem buys it for me...lol...but lately i've just went and bought whatever i really want...after having a good think about it first...lol..but still....>..<..now i'm officially broke..until my next payment on tuesday..:P...but then again i have to put in my fair share for the new tv we got...its soo cool!!!....muahahah...anyways...people think i'm alittle crazy spending this much on something they dont think is worth it...but i do...!!!..coz i like it...i'm proud im spending it on myself and not others for once i got something i really really wanted that was exp for myself with my own money that i worked hard for..feels good..although wasteful but good!!...^_^...anways enough blabbing on about it..(but i love it soo much and clem does too)...*winks*...kekek...

 

 

on the 30th jan my dead cow had his 22nd birthday..^_^...

 

we went to the natural bridge.....good thing we didnt get lost...that place was off the limits of the refedex we got..lol but i managed to find it with ease..:P....^_^ we had a picnic, just me and him..^_^...i made him a cake and made the food...we had: double turkey and avocado club sandwich, crackers and dip, turkish bread with salmon dip made by me..^_^, ham, cheese and mustard "toastie", antipasto varieties, pasta salad, potato salad, cheese and crackers..^_^..i think thats all....sounds like alot...but we only brought small portions...lol...except for the huge sandwhich..^_^

 

he said he loved my clubsandwhich!!! yay!!!....i also made him a cake!!!...it didnt look too great but still took me a whole freakin 2 days to make....it was a 350z....one of his favourite cars...and it was in blue...see how thoughtful i am..:P.....and it had oreo wheels and lint dark chocolate icing inside..:P..^_^...and the liscence plate said CLM22....CLM following his real liscence plate..and 22 for his birthday age..coz its a birthday cake!!..heehee..we ate one wheel part and his family ate another wheel part and he left the other half of the car on display.

 

the view from the natural bridge was cool!!...although we didnt get to see the glow worms yet coz it was too early but it a good view and walk..^^..then we went to timezone where he won 2 super jackpots at the coin place and 2 jackpots..^_^ woot....timezone here we go again..lol..(i'm an addict) lol...

 

anyways off to sleep....check out the photos.^_^

 

ps: hope u had another best birthday bum....>.<

uni is comming up soon....but it doesnt feel like holidays...T_T i guess i already had my fun in hong kong and vietnam....T_T but i want more!!!!

 

oh welz....lol...lately its just been work work work work work work work and more work....been working 5 days a week!!....guess thats expected in the holidays if u got two jobs....T_T....got offered another job at a pharmacy...which i wanna do but dono if i have the time...T_T....and another pharmacy said they could look into employing me if i hand in my resume....but i dont have a resume...lol....+ thinking of quitting coles...i donno...might see how it goes with uni first....and might wanna take up that other pharmacy job before i quit coles...^_^..

 

lol....i actually enjoy working in a pharmacy...but coles isnt my thing....wierd...they're both similar in ways....

 

anyways....i'm off...^_^...ciao

yay holidays finally!!

 

going to vietnam this sat....cant wait..although i've got heaps to do before i go...especiallly book my flight and hotels in hk and also pack my bag...T_T

 

hmm..exams went....ok..i guess....not as scary as i thought they would be....sorry guys who had to put up with my complaints...T_T...dw..it'll never stop...lol

 

half way dinner was yummmmmmmmmmmmm....and funnnnnnnnnn....too bad it ended up back outside thanks to clem's 'great' driving...ok...i've got me to blame on that...hmm guess i dont learn after that last time...i never learn do i...hahah...

 

kk yay finished working...got 5 days to get organised...then i'm off for 6 weeks...noone will miss me...^_^....ok...bb

 

megan's birthday was a while back..actually only like 2.5 weeks ago...anyways...finally got some photos..^_^...actually >100 haha..oh welz..enjoy...

 

spent the day at megan's house doing each other's hair...yes we r girls...so we do what girls do best...:D....^_^....then went for kareoke and then sushi!!!...^_^...it was a great day..

 

kk i should actually be doing an assigment...>.<...so back to it....^_^

 

 

Grace's party was last friday...but i've been too lazy and stressed to blog....got 3 assigment due..and a few exams....and on top of that...i got sick last night!!!...>.<....

 

anyways....it was a dressup party...turkish style...-.-"..clem and i spent 3 days working on our costume...we made it ourselves...*i'm soo proud*...but turned up looking like idiots..coz most ppl didnt dress up and others didnt go to our extent to dress up...lol..

 

anyways...walked in a packed restaurant with all eyes starring at us..T_T...how embarrassing....anyways....food was ok...i like the salad and the turkish bread..:P....it was a fun party..^______^b

 

kk off to stress again...enjoy the photos..:P

 

 

i had the longest day yesterday...T_T.....work at 8:30-12pm...then work at another place at 1:30-5:30....then meet up with a guy to do "business" -.-"...then rushed home for chi's birthday..^_^ (which is early....but hope u had fun chi!!..)...it was a mixed birthday with angela's too...^_^...funny thing is that i brought clem along so i could have some company since i didnt know anyone....but it turns out clem knows more ppl there than me..-.-"..pretty depressing for me actually...T_T...hope you had fun chi!!!...thanks for inviting me..^_^...heehee...everyone was soo funny n nice..^_^

 

then we rushed to redcliffe (yes from darra..-.-")...to go to tiffany's birthday..stayed for 1.5 hours and then rushed back home to darra again..T_T..sorry clem..T_T....hope u had fun tiff!!...^_^

 

today is ruby's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...^_^....I also had a farewell party for my dad n sister who is going to america in 2 days..T_T...gonna miss them..>.<

 

tomorrow is clem's dad's birthday party and our anniversary..^_^...yay....

wednesday is Megan's birthday party...>.<...but i have to work at night..>.< (should i call in  sick?...*hmmm*)

friday is Grace's birthday party...have to dress up...*cries*....too much fuss to dress up...

saturday is ruby's birthday party...^_^...cant wait to see her house..^_^

sunday is Chau's birthday party..^_^...i'm excited...^_^

 

have i missed anyone's elses birthdays?...welz...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to them all!!!.....ahh damn then for all being born around the same time..:P

 

and u think that is a full holiday...on top of that i have a presentation to prepare for placement on tuesday....i've got 2 assigments which i have not started (or touched) due after the holidays...and 3-4 weeks worht of lectures to catch up on...for each unit...T_T...*kill me!*...oh dont forget i have 2 jobs to fulfill..T_T....

 

yay i just added more pictures.....*stolen off fiona's space*...heehee....enjoy..^_^

 

bb

tsui

.....that unforgetable day....

....called in "sick" for work....lol....managed to get 0 study done in that time...T_T..man i should have just worked...at least i get paid...oh welz.....took me 2 hours to get ready...(1.5 hours doing my hair...i need a better curler...T_T)....

....arranged to meet up at 5 pm instead of 6pm with my friends...but taht didnt happen...lol....

....jenny came over and we did our make up together...heehee that was fun...we should all do it next time...^_^.....

....left the house at 5:30pm...drove there..(stupid idea)

...got caught up in traffic due to both river fire and football at the gabba all in one night....

...picked up my camera from clem's restaurant...found out there was only 10 seconds of battery life left (2 photos..T_T)...what a waste of time...his restaurant is in the middle of the traffic...argg...

....couldnt get out of the traffic and turn in time...went round in circles...(literally)....man i had road rage..that was pretty funny now that i think about it.....swearing my head off....and saying stupid things like "i'll run u all over"...and "f*** you"....ahh..there's plenty more where that came from..:D....

finally arrived at the carpark at 7pm on the dot...had no change to pay for parking...(chucked another fit) while the F111 was flying by...(under the carpark..it echoed 5x louder..T_T)....finally left to watch the fireworks at 720ish..only got to see a little of it...yes..it took me a bloody 2 hours to get there!!!..omg!!..(note to self...never drive there again)..at least i'm still alive..:D

...decided to go eat at WAH without booking (how stupid....of us..T_T)...walked around trying to "find" a restuarant that wasnt full and required a 1 hour wait...but ended up spending the hour walking around anyways..lol

....decided to eat and wait at WAH....food was ok...i was hungry since i didnt eat anything since 9:30 am...so i'm not complaining

.....ate yummy dessert afterwards...but $7 for a piece of cake was a bit..'overpriced'...the guy there was funny....though...i dont quite get his humor...(contradictory dont u think?).....

....drove megan and jenny home after.....arrived home at 11:30pm ish...but i told mum i was gonna be home by 10-10:30ish...got busted...T_T...went to bed..:D

...all in all it was a nice night out....i enjoyed the experience....^_^

 

kk....hope u all have fun..

lub me...^_^

 

yay....last friday i got a new puppy...cost me and clem a fortune but it was worth it!!!...^_^..she's soo cute!!!....we named her 'Chibi'...^_^ for small...i think...:P....and it sounded cute..^_^...i'll update pictures as soon as clem gives me back my camera...-.-"....she's a pomeranian x chihuahua..^_^... she's a fluffy little one..:P

 

sunday clem, his brother and sister and his nieces from japan and I went to movie world!!!...it was soo fun..^_^..:P....the superman ride was soo worth the wait...scary..:P..but exciting..:P....i had heapsa fun..^^

 

but now i'm soo behind on uni..T_T...and i'm going again with him and his family to the gold coast this weekend..T_T...gonna be so behind..T_T..oh welz....timezone here i come...hahah..:P

 

less than 3 weeks till exams..>.<....*dies*...reality just kicked in..T_T

 

gotta go 'study' now..:P....bb

went to uni at 9 am today...thought it was worth going becuase it was meant to be exam review...but turned out to be nothing...T_T..lasted 40 mins long (and i was 15mins late too)..T_T..man what a waste of my sleeping time..T_T...

 

anyways...went shopping with jenny for a hair band...the whole time we forgot about myer and david jones...what a bunch of shopping noobs..T_T....

 

met up with tom and clara afterwards....^_^..they're such a CUTE!!! couple..^_^.....heehee...havnt seen them for ages..(actually never met clara before...heehee..)...

 

met up with linh and hong and went shopping..^_^...but then we hong wanted a hair cut...and dragged me into it...-.-"....i guess it turned out ok...haha man i loved my long hair...didnt really want to cut it...and i havnt cut it for more than a year now....T_T...my hair is gone...>.<....

 

then we went window shopping and ate at hanaichi restaurant..^_^...and clem and i had a huge fight...(blah blah blah...)....yeah....

 

anyways..i should really really really 'study"..man i've been saying that for like a week now..T_T...keke

bb..^_^v

hmm..it was a looonnnnggg....interesting day today.....

 

got told off for something..... i have no idea what i did wrong...in my placemnt...they are aparently not taking another qut..student again...haha what is it with me and bad placements?...and here i was thinking they where nice ppl...stupid #%$#%# placment.....man i even bought them a gift...etc...and they back stab me..those bitches...argg...i'm really angry at them...:@:@:@:@......so much for thinking they where 'nice'...i didnt even do anything wrong....:@:@:@:@

 

anyways..on another point....fiona...elaine...megan....jenny and i...all went to sunnybank to pig out on food...:P..yummm....omg....cant believe they charged us 20c...yes 20c...for stupid plastic containers....grrr....meh...then we went and sung our hearts out..^_^...it was sooo fun!!!.....woooooooot....^_^.....lets go again...^_^

 

hahaha....then we had 4 cakes between the 5 of us..^_^....*drools*..and then we went home.....i want more cake...T_T

 

megan, jenny and i ended up in woop woop....(actually sunnybank station...lol)....had to catch the train the yerongapilly??... and then bus to corinda and then train again....man..took us an hour to get home..i think....soo tiring....lol....^_^

 

all in all it was fun!!!!....*too bad u all had to miss out*...:P

 

bb..^_^